Saturday, December 16, 2017

又來到年底了

Wow
距離上次更新好像有點久 哈哈哈哈
上個星期做了讓自己覺得很厲害的事情
其實也沒有那麼可怕 一個人出去玩這件事
雖然說真的很冷 也很可惜沒辦法拍全身照 哈哈哈

新北耶誕城真的蠻漂亮的哈哈哈哈
路程來回共花了兩個小時
我在那邊逛了不到一個小時
人擠人的 哈哈哈哈 然後就跑出來了

剛結束的這週很忙很轟炸
星期一到星期三晚上一直都待在解剖實驗室
星期四晚上交換禮物後匆匆地開始趕工
幸好還是完成了PBL的ppt
PBL真的讓我覺得壓力好大 嗚嗚
這次帶我們的是心臟外科醫師
應該是剛下刀還是怎麼樣 醫師的眼睛是通紅的 嗚嗚
但還是很有精神、思維清晰地聽完我們的報告 真的太厲害了

這幾天要很努力唸書啊
這個區段的生理完全沒聽懂
可是生理的時數最多 嗚嗚 我完了

12/22 大體實驗跑臺
12/26 藥理學期末考
12/27 心臟血管區段
12/28 組織實驗跑臺
12/29 病理和生理實驗

嗚嗚嗚 許宇暄加油
這樣12/31就可以
開開心心聽五月天
然後去看學弟妹升旗後
吃個早餐
回宿舍補眠
然後開啟大三下學期 T_T

Friday, November 17, 2017

Relationship

身邊的人分分合合
很替她開心
替他覺得難過
希望她可以開心
到底為什麼可以這麼燒腦
原以為他們可以走到結婚那一步
沒想到會是這樣的結局
她說她也沒有想過
但還是發生了

我真的很膽小
所以
就這樣到老吧

能不能有一天不用再去顧忌別人的想法
能不能有一天不用再去煩惱人跟人的相處
能不能有一天就只有我自己但我不會孤單

Saturday, November 11, 2017

Thoughts and moment


She helped lots of us speak.
I guess.

Unsatisfied

好像越大就越不容易滿足
越大就越難因為小事開心
卻又越容易為雞毛蒜皮的事情失落、難過

這次很幸運拿到慈祐宮的獎助金
很納悶為什麼她沒拿到
今天早上發現她拿到了龍山寺的

原來是拿到了更好的呢
覺得自己怎麼那麼弱
但又覺得自己好糟糕
朋友拿了獎助金應該是要替她開心啊
畢竟我們的立場一樣
而且她真的很認真

而我也應該要知足的

.

早該知道是這樣的,只是我不願意面對。
罷了。

Monday, November 6, 2017

Debt I could never repay

I miss them, again.
Especially when I saw words so familiar, “妹妹,媽媽已經沒有媽媽了。”
I'm not good at expressing my love and feelings, just the thought of them could make me tear.
It's hard to not mention the materialistic side, somehow speaking of money makes everything sound so cheap. But the willingness to spend on someone is actually the most straightforward scale of one's love.
Studying in Taiwan without any scholarship is already very expensive, not to mention my sis got PTPTN and occasionally worked part time to earn some pocket money. I'm here, spending my parents' money, enjoying my youth while my dad is under the hot sun sometimes risking his life to put food on the table, my mum alone at home trying to occupy her thoughts with mundane household chores, my sis working in a school in rural areas with students getting on her nerves and making her feel frustrated at least once a week. I feel so useless.

Then she said, "Do you want to have braces on?"
A very appealing offer.
But I can't get over the fact that I'd be spending again, so much of their hard earned money just for the sake of my appearance.
I guess this might be the reason I've been having insomnia these days. This dilemma.

Men are selfish.

Sunday, November 5, 2017

Insomnia

Have been having trouble falling asleep these days
No particular reason, I'm quite sure of that.
Maybe it's just because of the time spent on my phone before my sleep

I felt tired, I closed my eyes but they refused to stay closed and I was there staring at the ceiling.
Tried staring blankly until I fall asleep but somehow it doesn't help and I started wandering off.
I picked up my phone again, the cycle repeats.

眼前的路是一片朦朧,你是一陣風但帶來的是更大的烏雲;
朦朧轉為黑暗,原本看得到的已經不見。

Monday, October 30, 2017

Saw that he hurt his hand, he said it was last Friday cz of basketball and the wound was bleeding a lot that time.
Hope it recovers soon.

Wednesday, October 25, 2017

I'm falling for your eyes

I felt the attraction when I looked into your eyes this afternoon 
during our physiology experiment lesson. 

Tuesday, October 17, 2017

下個夏天

剛剛開了暑期課程說明會
簡單來說就是跟我們講說明年還是要當志工哦
這樣
其實已經去了尼泊爾兩年了
花的錢也蠻多的
基於經濟層面上的問題覺得不行再去了
但我該去哪裡呢

Saturday, October 14, 2017

粉紅是設計,生活是愛情

前天在搜尋類似請回答1988的劇時看到了這樣的一篇剖析文

粉紅是設計,生活是愛情

因為阿澤是生活,所以德善最後選擇了他
正煥是粉紅,我們看到的都是編劇設計出來的
這麼一想好像不無道理

生活是愛情。

又來到年底了

Wow 距離上次更新好像有點久 哈哈哈哈 上個星期做了讓自己覺得很厲害的事情 其實也沒有那麼可怕 一個人出去玩這件事 雖然說真的很冷 也很可惜沒辦法拍全身照 哈哈哈 新北耶誕城真的蠻漂亮的哈哈哈哈 路程來回共花了兩個小時 我在那邊逛了不到一個小時 人擠人的 哈哈...