Wednesday, December 30, 2015

~

能夠坦然表達自己的感情
真的很厲害
不是不曾
正是因為曾經那樣
所以現在才不敢貿貿然
畢竟
沒有交集
而且
如果那個人又那麼優秀的時候
怎麼會捨得
讓那個人跟不優秀的人一起呢
所以就這樣了嗎
搞不好一個跨年元旦升旗吹冷風
這些感情都煙消雲散哈哈
快把我吹醒吧不想再萬劫不復
先把自己變成更好的人
是說成績還是要注意一下的


天秤會一直注意喜歡的人, 但他如果在旁邊又會故作有沒有他都無所謂的樣子, 但當他從你身邊走開又會偷偷焦急想知道他在哪。


我笑得像個傻瓜
他笑得非常尷尬

就這樣了吧。

Monday, December 28, 2015

雋永

劉青雲說:
“如果愛上一個人, 請不要炫耀, 也不要宣揚, 只管安安靜靜的去愛。
因為戀愛是自己的事情, 別人不可能懂你的感情, 也不可能感同身受你的悸動。
千萬不要因為虛榮心而炫耀。
曬恩愛的結局往往都不太好, 時間是愛情最好的證明。
其實最好的愛情, 無非是幾十年風輕雲淡的在一起。”


聽起來細水長流。

Friday, December 11, 2015

BD

BD for BirthDay Belly Dancing Ballroom Dancing


this is from the Tamkang Tournament.
05/12/2015
Saturday.
It was a sunny day, unexpected nice weather.
Since it's autumn, approaching winter, we had thick clothing on - we sweated a lot.
It is a good experience.
I've been learning ballroom dancing for I guess 4 months?
We learned only chacha plus some basics for now


During the school event I performed ballroom dancing and hot dance - girl's style on stage.
soon after the event, my senior asked if we wanted to join the Tamkang Tournament
it was kind of a short notice
however we caught on the hype
and enrolled
HAHAHAAHA perhaps I expected something
but it didn't matter already
dancing was so fun
we reached Tamkang University around 12:10pm (we left the school @ 11:15am but there was a traffic congestion, so we were a little late)
cz the first years were still new, we didn't need to wear formal costumes
but the dancing heels were still compulsory
the whole event ended around 6pm
The BD club went for a dinner together
it was fun and noisy hahaha
the seniors were discussing to sing k for the night
but most of the juniors didn't go (okay we're old already QAQ)
so we left for school

I'm quite glad that I decided to enroll in the competition.







Thursday, December 3, 2015

長大還是逃避?

第二次的小考
第三次的考試
天啊
其實有點小懊惱
不是沒有讀
雖然說只是看過一兩次
不像以前會那麼熱衷地拿題目來寫 (好啦其實以前也沒有)
看到題目有種無力感
68
其實對完答案之後
覺得 
哦 好哦 就這樣吧
但對自己很失望
覺得自己很糟糕
家人說知道我盡力了
超感動的
結果我就一直在思考
我的看開
到底是長大還是逃避
長大 是不是應該更對自己負責任
是不是應該為了不讓自己對不起自己而更努力一點
覺得近期的自己很頹廢
院慶之後任何社課都不想去上
一直窩在寢室玩bubble spinner
一直四處耍廢虛度光陰
大學不應該是這樣吧
遊子這樣真的很對不起家人
每次想到這個
都很對不起姐姐
畢竟
我的大學生活在國外
好吧其實我也不知道該怎麼表達我的想法
It is unfair, for me to be the only to have my further studies away from Malaysia.

好久沒有來這裡 如果可以真的不想要呢 最近越來越覺得自己很有溝通交友障礙 大概已經到了缺陷的程度 我也不知道問題到底出在哪裡 每次都很羨慕有好朋友可以粘TT的那種人 有誰是真正喜歡一個人的時間呢 不多吧真的 不喜歡勉強別人 到最後永遠都像局外人 或許是我自己太...