Wednesday, November 30, 2016

忙裡偷閒

It seems like most things are settled and I have a short period of time to myself.. and it is actually an illusion cz exams are coming up soon, starting next week. Finals. Yes. All kinds of reports, that I'm catching up right now lol to ensure sufficient time to do my studying. hehehe

School anniversary ended last Saturday, so did all kinds of practice. I'm really glad that juniors from the ballroom dance club are very cute and treat dancing seriously like I do. I got really angry when my partner kept leaving the juniors' stuff to me. Of course I know everyone has their own priorities. I just can't help that :( People who dance but don't treat dance seriously give me a bad impression.
There was a ballroom dance competition the next day, I couldn't even pass any of the preliminaries. I don't wanna think that it's because of my partner but I guess I can really blame him to some extent cz he hasn't shown up in our club for quite a long time (due to his injury while jogging, but he recovered quite soon, leaving him no reason, right?) I was really mad and frustrated.

Okay. Now I should stop procrastinating and start studying cz time would pass so fast that I wouldn't be able to suit myself to the hectic lifestyle again if I keep lazing like this.

Sunday, November 6, 2016

第一次搶票 + M112授袍

到底哪個比較重要呢
哈哈哈 在我放任電腦自己跑的時候就已經做了決定
雖然還是錯過了他的致詞
她們說他說的很好
雖然跟自己說好就這樣了
但是授袍的前一晚還是做了卡片給他

ㄧㄤ先生,恭喜你授袍了
雖然我們有時候連點頭之交都不算
能夠遇到你真的覺得自己很幸運
希望你依舊如此細膩


很愛很愛五月天
也很喜歡M112期的小家學姐們
授袍只有一次 可是五月天演唱會還會有的
我還跟小貝約好要一起去的
所以還是跑去授袍了
學姐們真的都好美
真的覺得可以熬到授袍的學長姐 都好厲害
雖然見習在醫院也只是路障 只願他們比別人的路障潛質少一些些 xD
“一次一次你 吞下了淚滴 一點一點拼回破碎自己 ”
失落總會有 無力總會有 要振作起來
雖然這一次真的考砸了 甚至還有一科不及格 
大學其實不用怕被當 老師當人要寫報告
但真的覺得自己很糟糕
轉念一想自己似乎有念 只是不知道為什麼會這樣
或許真的要學會決定吧
倘若要在社團付出一定的心力,就要有犧牲課業的決心
只是為什麼

好久沒有來這裡 如果可以真的不想要呢 最近越來越覺得自己很有溝通交友障礙 大概已經到了缺陷的程度 我也不知道問題到底出在哪裡 每次都很羨慕有好朋友可以粘TT的那種人 有誰是真正喜歡一個人的時間呢 不多吧真的 不喜歡勉強別人 到最後永遠都像局外人 或許是我自己太...